Friday, February 17, 2006
Realization
one whole nite. it took me to realize that..
one day, the guy i love will tell the girl he loves that she doesnt have to be like me in order to have his heart becos` all she needs to do is to love him.
I love you, he said, as a friend.
I have been mislead, my broken heart who will mend?
His words ,pierced through my heart
like a razor sharp arrow,or a poison dart.
This heartache I can't endure
so take me out of my misery, although I still love him
just friends, we can never be
Here's a toast to Love
a weapon so lethal and fine
I'll be free as a dove with one last sip of this poison wine.
dOnkey saidd that what i realize was true and this sentence was near perfection and he realli admire my imagination skills =D thanku.
anyway i bought alot alot of clothes today spend like 120 bucks thanks dustbin gonna pay you bacckk tml ya? take care of ur back plus ur stomach! (: be happyyy.
Pain is what I feel
when I think about him
This wound that won't heal.
mixueLOVESyou Friday, February 17, 2006
Wednesday, February 15, 2006

tts our shadow on the wall opp the playground in sky garden!
Happy valentine’s day!Okay ytd was the sweetest time of my life I have to admit that. Im so damn happy (: haha. MET dustBIN for dinner at V8 movies at bugis then we went down to suntec to turn ball ball! (: simply rox rights? Haha then we went to toy r us to get blow bubble stuff. And chocolate malt (drink) at carrefour (: yeaaa. NICE. It was sweet of randall to buy me an eeyore and a pooh my FAVOURITES haha! I hope u like ur gift too. Anyways, we were at SKY GARDEN the one in suntec city if u were wondering
. Then we started blowing a lot of bubbles. The sky filled with lots of bubbles feeling well-loved, and sweet in the heart. The sky so clear with all the bubbles flying aroundd, couples came in saying how romantic it was to actually blow bubbles together celebrating valentine’s day .. Haha. Some ladies played with the bubbles, kids came and join in to play they were all so happy (:
oh! I saw a man trying to catch a bubble =x, eh dun laugh at him cans, he has a kid in him TOO! Lol. Im so happy now. Anyway a lot of couples came and some stand around, some walking slower than usual just to enjoy the right atmosphere that we have created by nanny and dustbin (: well. Time passes, its late, we decided to walk back to bugis take bus home. And we dropped at the wrong bus stop and that gave us more time to walk together =x. while on the way to the bus stop , we saw the BIG BIG MOON AGAIN.
So roundd. U know? Then he started singing the MOON song! So touched. Ahaha he made my smile return back to me too… and whats more? He took pooh and I took eeyore sing the song together =) how sweet! What a nice valentine’s day we hadd, filled with lots of love, joy, laughters and everything u name it!! DUSTBIN : simply the best =D
mixueLOVESyou Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Monday, February 13, 2006
(: sweet sweet valentines <3
out with dustbiiin tml? LOL. i dunno lehs anyays. i haven finish his card so i gonna spend the nite doing LORH. whatever rights? its not as nice as the first one i made cos that one too tiring maybe his birthday? haha babes dun worry larhs he just my very good buddy (: dun need JEALOUS derhs kays. yupp yupp today so funn went down to TEMASEK POLY with JESSIE. andd thenn DUSTBIN came with his brother MELDON =D both are nice lol. his brother also quite funny derhhs LOL. i and jess had interview together HOW SCARY but the lecturers MR TAN AAND MR NIAR are VERY VERY NICE PEOPLE! (=oosh! wahahhaa. then we helped MELDON settle his DAE thingy. yuppps after that we went down to tampines mall and eat at CAFE CARTEL` can u believe both brothers were waiters of the same restaurrants so they went abt reccoomending me and jessie food and drink but i can say their reccomention VERY GOOD (: thanks guys. oh then later we bought this chocolate cake with a candle for DUSTBIN chinese birthday! so cool rite! (: say YEAHHH!!! hahhaha then we rotate the plate ardd eating the choc cake! lOL. then meldon go meet his gf , jessie go buy valentines sweet for ME thanks dar! lol. then we went to buy CLOTHINGS (= yupp duno what to wear tml though. lOL. nmm. then we go home we saw this big big MOOON. then dustbin start to sing songs so schweet rights.haha i and jessie also sing. so after that jess went back lerhhs. then i and ran went to sk.. then WE SAW THE MOON AGAIN! THEN WE SEE LORHS . HAHA (: after that i went back lerhhh.. tml v day!
mixueLOVESyou Monday, February 13, 2006
Sunday, February 12, 2006
(: sweet 12th febb
this morning was hectiic. needles poking thru muaa skiin but its okays im FINE.
haii. whatever i left so lil` days already. what to do rights?
anyways.
valentines` day ish coming how NICE. no date ):
haha. anyway i went out with randall todaybefore meeting him i actaually met JESSIE FIRST! we DID NAILS (: as in me larhs. whahaha
then we walk down to heeren and walk i saw russell and he saw his friend narhs.
then we walk down to wisma!! LOL =D we LOU HEI . eat dian xiin . eat papadam!. drink apple juice. eat fried ommellettee (: niceeeeeee` ahaaha then we walk to takka.. ii go find darling =kawenn. LOL. then tok ttok norrhs!
yupp bought meonadee juice.. go see clothes. blah blah blah.
sometimes i wish.. he was mine. hai.
mixueLOVESyou Sunday, February 12, 2006